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Bechain Hai
Yeh
WSN Bureau
Sheoraj
Singh Bechain is a man of many firsts: ndia’s first Dalit columnist
in Hindi journalism; in fact, first dalit columnist in any
language; then first Dalit anchor on TV when he presented a show
with Kamleshwar, the grand man of letters; first to do a doctorate
on Dalit journalism, first to study Ambedkar as a journalist. And he
hasn’t stopped. At the country’s prestigious Indian Institute of
Advanced Study, Shimla, he is the first Dalit to enter its portals
as a Fellow In Residence. By itself the fact that the Rashtrapati
Nivas, where the Institute is located, has had to wait all these
years to see a Dalit participating in intellectual exertions,
betrays the deep seated prejudices that the world of academia has
harbored over the years. Bechain’s autobiographical narrative has
been published, in installments, in various Hindi journals such as
Hans, Amar Ujala and Aam Aadmi from 1996 onwards , and is due to be
released next month (June 2008) in book form by the Delhi-based
Hindi publishing house, Vani Prakashan as Bachpan Mere Kandhon Par
(My Childhood On My Shoulders).
Very soon, the
world of English letters, already having known Bechain through his
serialized autobiographical pieces in Tehelka, will get to know him
better as Oxford is also due with a translation. A Dalit child’s
struggle to acquire an education, his haunting memories of
illiterate parents, of a grandfather who sold the skin of dead
animals and women members of the family working for the local
landlords.
Bechain has
known life in all its myriad colors: starvation, child labour,
marriage of sisters when they were just 11, an uncle who was a
cobbler, and then the world of work. Work is rather a poor name for
what he was doing: polishing shoes, selling eggs and bananas,
nimboos. He did queeze life out of everything he did. It was while
selling nimboos that he hammered out a coupled about them. Could we
call it his first poem? If it was, it certainly smelled of sweat,
the sweat of hard labour. A Sikh couple at one stage tried to adopt
Bechain, then called Sauraj, but the mother could not bring herself
to giving away the male child. So he was doomed to poverty. Only a
quirk of fate ensured that he gets acquainted with the written word:
he worked as a labourer in a school where some would give him
shelter, someone goaded him to join the school.
Work continued,
as did the hard life. Graduation and masonry work went on side by
side. In 1987 he joined Amar Ujala, did his MA in 1988, and became a
teacher in a gover nment-run school in
Delhi
in 1989. It was here that he wrote his Ph.D. dissertation while
teaching in a school. His life symbolically tells the story of
millions of Dalit children, who seldom become full-time students,
but every single one of them is certainly a teacher, a teacher who
graduates from a university called Life. Sheoraj has seen this
university, as well as the ones we trudge through, trying to seek an
education. It is Life that he enga ges him, that teaches him that it
is high time the doomed learnt to sculpt tools to debrahamanize the
system, and humanize it so that all Saurajs can go to a school, can
hope for a life, and should not have to wait to keep scoring
‘firsts’. It is time Life came to our universities, our world of
academia.
By keeping out
the Dalits, the ethnic minorities, the religious minorities, the
poor, the downtrodden, the Indian nation state can never hope for
the kind of egalitarianism that defines hope and change.
28
May,
2008
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